The Most Important Day Of My Life

March 1st, 2011 –

Have you ever woken up in a cold sweat at 2AM, not knowing whether you wanted to live or die?

I woke up, sat up, and took a drink of water.  My God, I thought, what was I doing with my life?  What was my purpose in life beyond mere survival and self-indulgence?  Why can’t I be happy like so many other people, when on the surface it appears that I have everything at my fingertips?  The questions rushed through my mind like a river, gone as fast as they came and before I could answer them.  I’ve always been self-reflective, but never like this, never with such chilling honesty.

By 4 o’clock I realized I wasn’t going back to sleep.  Nor did I want to.  I had to start finding answers to these questions. I had to find a purpose in my life that would allow me to be happy.  That was four days ago, and yet I already know that it was the most important day of my life…

One Response to The Most Important Day Of My Life

  1. bb2626 says:

    Honest! I’m curious if you have found it and if yes, how?

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